The mountains rescue me

She had not planned to hike that day. After all, her feet were sore. Her shoulders hurt. She had hiked twice the day before – and it was her private get away – her chance to rest and rejuvenate. So, hike she would not.

She pulled on her dark indigo Levis instead of hiking pants and buttoned up a flannel shirt for the third day in a row simply because it looked good with the Levis and she was headed into town. Perhaps, she thought, some shopping, a stop at the real estate office and then maybe brunch before meeting a friend. It seemed prudent to grab her hiking poles as icy patches lurked in the shadows and town was perched on a steep hillside. Likewise, she slung a water bottle over her shoulder as proof against altitude sickness, and swapped Teva sandals for closed-toe Chacos. At the corner, she turned left instead of right, thinking to check the snowpack at a popular trail access point. She stretched a knit headband over her ears, zipped her down jacket to the chin and positioned her purse as backpack instead of shoulder bag. Half mile up the trail the sun was shinning. Her feet no longer hurt. “I would like to go up to the high bridge and see the gorge this time of year,” she thought aloud. Reversing course, she veered to the south and marked a path through compacted snow, sometimes walking on top, sometimes sinking abruptly to her knees in drifts, twice crawling up inclines packed to ice by previous hikers. Crawling. So much for the new Levis. And how about the YakTraks left dangling in the backseat of the car? The sun continued to shine. The coniferous trees began to respond with fragrance. Her down jacket became a waist wrap. Soon she was overheating in a long-sleeved flannel shirt with no other base layer to strip down to. She sipped from a stainless steel water flask. She took selfies at the bridge. She strode back into town with renewed vigor, found a real estate agent and took a look inside a cozy cabin. She enjoyed an early lunch with a friend and took a healthful, healing soak in hallowed hot springs of the ancients.

It was the best day in recent history and nobody had to rescue her. The mountains did that.

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I can earn as much as I want – next year

I have been hiking twice today, which bodes well for my thoughts being clear and wise. When I keep putting one foot in front of the other, sooner or later the snarls I’ve been dwelling on begin to smooth out.

Today I am hiking at an elevation of 8,000 feet in one of my favorite places in the world. For several years I have been daydreaming about what it would be like to live and write here in this quaint little historic mining town. It is unfortunate the words quaint and historic often equate to a high cost of living. Blue skies and outdoor recreation inevitably mean more tourists and costly, limited housing.

Nowadays, I make more than I have ever made in my life. But, there is inflation. And I am single. I am quite comfortable in my singleness, but these days it is cost prohibitive to live alone. One must either take a roommate or a spouse. (This is true for men as well as women). I find myself thinking more and more about Jane Austen plots; the plight of the single gentlewoman, the inequities of entailing estates only to male heirs and leaving (formerly wealthy) widows penniless. But hey, I’ve never been wealthy. It just felt like it for a moment once I had charge of my own finances and income.

On Friday I successfully pre-enrolled in Medicare. The woman conducting the enrollment interview over the phone also advised me of my expected Social Security benefits. If I wait to retire until the full retirement age of 66, I will receive a monthly benefit great enough to pay for 97% of my current rent for a studio apartment. Medicare will cover 80% of any hospital stay. One wonders about the extra 3% for rent, and the extra 20% should I ever have to go to the hospital – and food – where does food fit in? No worries, she placated me, once I am 66 I can earn as much as I want each month without being penalized.

I’ve been thinking less and less about retirement these days and more and more about how I can land a job or launch a business that will make retirement possible – eventually.

I don’t want to feel trapped by any job or lack of money – or bound to any source of money. I do want freedom. Freedom to hike and write, and make music, and travel and love, and give and share. Most of all, freedom to do all these things without financial stress. That’s a tall order. One that takes copious hikes and hours spent at a piano to work through – as well as extra time spent at work for pay.

 

Endeavors in Self-Care

You have to be intentional about self-care and relaxation. Accordingly, I intentionally slept in on Saturday morning. I stretched and rose and put my organic flax and herb and lavender shoulder wrap in the microwave to heat. I had a plan. Saturday is my day off. I can go to work any time I please, I thought. For instance, I don’t have an appointment until 10:00 am. I will crawl back into bed and wrap up cozy with the organic heating pad and pretend I am at a spa. Maybe I will reheat the little flax sandbag and tuck it round my feet. Think of it, Self! You can relax.

It was 5:45 am and I was brushing my teeth when I noticed the distinct smell of popcorn. Popcorn? Who in my condo complex pops popcorn? I hadn’t even heard anyone else stirring.

I threw down my toothbrush and rushed to turn off the microwave. 7749 minutes remained on the timer. I charged across the room and jerked open the door to the outside air. There is nothing more nerve-wracking than a smoke alarm going off before dawn – or anytime for that matter. I switched the thermostat off – don’t want to heat the entire outdoors – and flipped on the stove fan and the bathroom fan.

Only then did I hazard opening the microwave door and quickly fishing out the burned healing pouch, evading the smoke alarm as I dashed to the door and flopped the thoroughly toasted flax beanbag onto the patio. But the planets! Oh the bright planets were in the sky and I had slept away 45 minutes of time I could have been hiking. Instead, leaving the outside door wide open, I wrapped up in my faux fur throw and watched the sunrise. Happy Saturday, Everyone!

Keep putting one foot in front of the other!